1. Your beautiful I hope you feel better babe! Nobody should feel that way, thing will get better i promise :)

    Thank you love! I <33333 you !!!!

  2. 12/13/11

    This shits hella fucking annoying dude. I feel trapped. I feel like everything around me is falling apart. Everything gets good just for a fucking second, then turns bad hella fast. I’m tired dude. It’s stressing me the fuck out. I think about the times I’ve sinned and I’ve corrected everything I can think of. I’m constantly wondering what’s wrong with me. It’s making me more and more insecure. & I can’t go back to that. My thoughts are soo clouded now. Dark and confusing. I feel like I look at everything different now. I don’t know if that’s a good or bad. I feel like I dont know myself anymore. Now that’s bad. I mean I like who I am, but I don’t know who I am. I’m a stranger to me. All the time I’m thinking now, and I’ve always thought about shit alot but never like this. I feel horrible dude. Maybe I’m starting to realize that love doesn’t exist. Because love was a huge part of me, and little by little it’s been washing away like a love letter on the sand. That scares me. If I don’t know love, I don’t know me. That’s how impacted I am by this fucking feeling. I’m shutting down…

  3. One of my fav J Cole verses <3

    I’ma kill the game and invite witnesses
    No death penalty, I’m givin’ out life sentences
    Like keep grindin’ boy, your life can change in one year
    And even when it’s dark out, the sun is shining somewhere
    Yeah, look here I pay dues
    My own worst enemy so fuck it either way I can’t lose
    808′s so my south niggas feel me
    Light-skinned so the house niggas feel me
    She catch me creepin’ out your house she’ll kill me
    Is it worth it what’s under that blouse?
    My heart’ll turn pitch black and cold if I split with my girl
    If I could gift-wrap the globe, I would give you the world
    But, do you love me like you used to?
    Even though I ain’t that nigga that you’re used to
    Remember back when I was broke, you would fix me
    Do you prefer the broke me or the rich me
    The broke me couldn’t buy you meals, not even a value meal
    And now I pay for everything, how you feel?
    Mixed feelings ’cause now all the chicks feelin’ him
    You gotta adapt though never goin’ back

  4. American Wedding - Frank Ocean </3

    I took a walk with the palm trees as the daylight fell
    Sangria in a canteen
    Talking to myself
    This tattoo on my left hand
    Is turning purple-ish blue
    Daydreams of the romance
    Daydreams of you
    My pretty woman in a ballgown
    I’m richard gere in a tux
    Getting married in a courthouse
    Writing vows in a rush
    Making out before the judge
    With my teenage wife
    Got a wedding band done
    That I just might die with

    It’s an american wedding
    They don’t mean too much
    But we were so in love
    We had an american wedding
    Now what’s mine is yours
    That’s american law

    M-r- s dot kennedy
    She signed her name in pen
    In a fancy fancy cursive
    Then turned her term papers in
    A thesis on islamic virgin brides and arranged marriage
    Hijabs and polygamist husbands
    Those poor unamerican girls
    Afterschool she ran to me
    Jumped in my 5.0
    This is the home of the brave
    Land of the free
    But your parents still didn’t know
    She said I’ve had a hell of a summer
    So baby
    Don’t take this hard
    But maybe we should get an annulment
    Before this goes way to far

    It’s just an american wedding
    They don’t mean too much
    They don’t last enough
    We had an american wedding
    Now what’s mine is yours
    American divorce

    Well you can have my mustang
    That’s all I’ve got in my name
    But jesus christ don’t break my heart
    This wedding ring won’t ever wipe off
    But if you stay
    Girl if you stay
    You’ll probably leave later anyway
    It’s love made in the u.s.a

    Don’t let em front you
    To saying you can’t move without em
    Fuck em I tell em this aint new
    We been some hustlers since it began dude
    Aint gon’ be trippin ova some bitch ass dude
    They so vain I tell em this aint you
    You keep it sensitive but this aint true
    These niggas can’t do nothing that I can’t do
    That she can’t
    That he can’t do
    That you can’t do
    That we can’t do
    Man I had a dream and that shit became true
    And nigga if I did it I think you can too
    These niggas can’t do nothing that I can’t do
    That she can’t
    That he can’t do
    That you can’t do
    That we can’t do
    Man I had a dream and that shit became true
    These niggas can’t do nothing that I can’t do
    That she can’t
    That he can’t do
    That you can’t do

  5. Flaws&All<3 

    I’m a train wreck in the morning
    I’m a bitch in the afternoon
    Every now and then without warning
    I can be really mean towards you

    I’m a puzzle yes indeed
    Ever complex in every way
    And all the pieces aren’t even in the box
    And yet, you see the picture clear as day

    I don’t know why you love me
    And that’s why I love you
    You catch me when I fall
    Accept me, flaws and all
    And that’s why I love you
    And that’s why I love you
    And that’s why I love… mmmm

    I neglect you when I’m working
    When I need attention I tend to nag
    I’m a host of imperfection
    And you see past all that

    I’m a peasant by some standards
    But in your eyes I’m a queen
    You see potential in all my flaws
    And that’s exactly what I mean

    I don’t know why you love me
    And that’s why I love you
    You catch me when I fall
    Accept me, flaws and all
    And that’s why I love you
    And that’s why I love you
    And that’s why I love…you

    I don’t know why you love me
    And that’s why I love you
    You catch me when I fall
    Accept me flaws and all
    And that’s why I love you
    And that’s why I love you
    And that’s why I love you
    You, you, you

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My wittle world in a nutshell. I'm weirdly beautiful. Kbye <3