Your beautiful I hope you feel better babe! Nobody should feel that way, thing will get better i promise :)
Thank you love! I <33333 you !!!!
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12/13/11
This shits hella fucking annoying dude. I feel trapped. I feel like everything around me is falling apart. Everything gets good just for a fucking second, then turns bad hella fast. I’m tired dude. It’s stressing me the fuck out. I think about the times I’ve sinned and I’ve corrected everything I can think of. I’m constantly wondering what’s wrong with me. It’s making me more and more insecure. & I can’t go back to that. My thoughts are soo clouded now. Dark and confusing. I feel like I look at everything different now. I don’t know if that’s a good or bad. I feel like I dont know myself anymore. Now that’s bad. I mean I like who I am, but I don’t know who I am. I’m a stranger to me. All the time I’m thinking now, and I’ve always thought about shit alot but never like this. I feel horrible dude. Maybe I’m starting to realize that love doesn’t exist. Because love was a huge part of me, and little by little it’s been washing away like a love letter on the sand. That scares me. If I don’t know love, I don’t know me. That’s how impacted I am by this fucking feeling. I’m shutting down…
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One of my fav J Cole verses <3
I’ma kill the game and invite witnesses
No death penalty, I’m givin’ out life sentences
Like keep grindin’ boy, your life can change in one year
And even when it’s dark out, the sun is shining somewhere
Yeah, look here I pay dues
My own worst enemy so fuck it either way I can’t lose
808′s so my south niggas feel me
Light-skinned so the house niggas feel me
She catch me creepin’ out your house she’ll kill me
Is it worth it what’s under that blouse?
My heart’ll turn pitch black and cold if I split with my girl
If I could gift-wrap the globe, I would give you the world
But, do you love me like you used to?
Even though I ain’t that nigga that you’re used to
Remember back when I was broke, you would fix me
Do you prefer the broke me or the rich me
The broke me couldn’t buy you meals, not even a value meal
And now I pay for everything, how you feel?
Mixed feelings ’cause now all the chicks feelin’ him
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American Wedding - Frank Ocean </3
I took a walk with the palm trees as the daylight fell
Sangria in a canteen
Talking to myself
This tattoo on my left hand
Is turning purple-ish blue
Daydreams of the romance
Daydreams of you
My pretty woman in a ballgown
I’m richard gere in a tux
Getting married in a courthouse
Writing vows in a rush
Making out before the judge
With my teenage wife
Got a wedding band done
That I just might die with
It’s an american wedding
They don’t mean too much
But we were so in love
We had an american wedding
Now what’s mine is yours
That’s american law
M-r- s dot kennedy
She signed her name in pen
In a fancy fancy cursive
Then turned her term papers in
A thesis on islamic virgin brides and arranged marriage
Hijabs and polygamist husbands
Those poor unamerican girls
Afterschool she ran to me
Jumped in my 5.0
This is the home of the brave
Land of the free
But your parents still didn’t know
She said I’ve had a hell of a summer
So baby
Don’t take this hard
But maybe we should get an annulment
Before this goes way to far
It’s just an american wedding
They don’t mean too much
They don’t last enough
We had an american wedding
Now what’s mine is yours
American divorce
Well you can have my mustang
That’s all I’ve got in my name
But jesus christ don’t break my heart
This wedding ring won’t ever wipe off
But if you stay
Girl if you stay
You’ll probably leave later anyway
It’s love made in the u.s.a
Don’t let em front you
To saying you can’t move without em
Fuck em I tell em this aint new
We been some hustlers since it began dude
Aint gon’ be trippin ova some bitch ass dude
They so vain I tell em this aint you
You keep it sensitive but this aint true
These niggas can’t do nothing that I can’t do
That she can’t
That he can’t do
That you can’t do
That we can’t do
Man I had a dream and that shit became true
And nigga if I did it I think you can too
These niggas can’t do nothing that I can’t do
That she can’t
That he can’t do
That you can’t do
That we can’t do
Man I had a dream and that shit became true
These niggas can’t do nothing that I can’t do
That she can’t
That he can’t do
That you can’t do -
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Flaws&All<3
I’m a train wreck in the morning
I’m a bitch in the afternoon
Every now and then without warning
I can be really mean towards youI’m a puzzle yes indeed
Ever complex in every way
And all the pieces aren’t even in the box
And yet, you see the picture clear as dayI don’t know why you love me
And that’s why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me, flaws and all
And that’s why I love you
And that’s why I love you
And that’s why I love… mmmmI neglect you when I’m working
When I need attention I tend to nag
I’m a host of imperfection
And you see past all thatI’m a peasant by some standards
But in your eyes I’m a queen
You see potential in all my flaws
And that’s exactly what I meanI don’t know why you love me
And that’s why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me, flaws and all
And that’s why I love you
And that’s why I love you
And that’s why I love…youI don’t know why you love me
And that’s why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all
And that’s why I love you
And that’s why I love you
And that’s why I love you
You, you, you
